Thanksgiving..

Started cooking Wednesday(day before thanksgiving). When I was little, mommy use to have a beer in one hand as she cooked dinner,with her salsa music playing. Thats what I'm doing:) Miss you mommy.
I love you.
**My heart is so heavy. Its a cross between anxiety, laughter and sadness.

Holidays are near...

Holidays are near
and I have some fears
because your not here.
I will try my best
to put on a good face
because it still hurts that your not here.
I have to now hold dearly
the memories and the times
I hold so near...


 I love you mommy

(God give me strength)